Monday, November 26, 2012

Just in Case Uncle Sam Should Take Me


One of the best things about finding an antique or vintage item is learning the history or story behind it.  As a former owner of an antiques' business, I found many relics of the past but the ones closest to my heart came with names, notes, dates and photographs.  Maybe my love of history compels me to feel this way, but it's pretty special when a unique piece brings historical events and people to life.

Certain items catch my eye over others, including particular types of vintage jewelry.  When I had my business, I would attend auctions and estate sales looking for good quality pieces to resell.  I came across one with a meaningful history that I couldn't part with:  a double-strand necklace of blue and pink translucent beads (moonstone in appearance) in beautiful, mint condition from the early 1940s.  In its original Carson Pirie Scott & Company Chicago box, it also came with something extra.  Inside the box was a note in an envelope with the name "Eleanor" written on the front.  The gift giver lovingly wrote:

 "Darling,  Just in case Uncle Sam should take me. This will be my substitute to hang around your neck.  Love, John." 

I learned the man's full name and that the gift was intended for his wife, prior to him leaving for service during World War II.  No one could tell me his fate, whether he returned to Eleanor or if she lost him during the war, but I guessed it might have been the latter.  I came to that conclusion because of the note, and the necklace appeared to have never been worn, but carefully stored away. A symbol of special memories preserved for later generations to enjoy.

I also love particular vintage jewelry designers and knowing their history makes finding one of their pieces special too.  Miriam Haskell created some of the most exquisite and feminine pieces of costume jewelry during her time.  She was born in 1899 in Indiana and opened her first boutique in New York in 1926, working with the likes of designers Coco Chanel and others.  Even though she has passed away, the company she founded still bears her name and each Haskell creation continues to be made by hand.  I came across a Miriam Haskell bracelet (pre-1950) at auction and was fortunate to walk away with the winning bid.  Deciding to keep it for myself, I wear it for special occasions, its taupe seed beads and flowers delicate and unique.  I'm always on the lookout for vintage Haskell jewelry, particularly necklaces and bracelets.

Furniture and vintage photos also catch my eye.  My home is an eclectic mix of antiques and new, with the older furniture blending well and being used as much as the newer pieces.  From a unique drum table to a vintage piano that contained original sheet music and photos from the 1940s in the piano bench, I recall how and where each one was purchased and the stories behind them.  My dining room furniture came from an antique store in Detroit.  I like to think of the previous owners and the families who enjoyed Thanksgiving and Christmas dinners around this same table, or the children who learned to play piano while sitting at the one I now own.  It's the same with the other antique furniture I own and the ones I come across in stores.  My imagination comes up with all kinds of stories.

A particular vintage photo lot I won at auction contained an interesting photograph.  It was an 8x10 photo of a mock wedding held, circa 1900, at Bellevue Place in Batavia, Illinois.  This was the same Bellevue that hosted Abraham Lincoln's wife, Mary Todd Lincoln, when she was committed there by her son in 1875.  Bellevue Place was a private sanitarium for women from 1867-1965. The photograph I acquired came with a description and names of those featured:  all females, the photo was taken at a shower of one of the attendees, while a mock wedding was held and most of the women in the photograph were employees of Bellevue (groom and groomsman were women dressed as men).  I've no idea if the "bride" and "groom" were employees or patients, but it is a very interesting and unique photo.  Bellevue has now been turned into condominiums and apartments.  I imagine its walls have a lot of stories to tell.

A little whimsy and nostalgia would keep me from parting with certain items too.  At one particular sale, I came across a 1960s blow mold Santa Claus intending to resell immediately.  Standing nearly four feet tall, something about its blue-eyed stare prevented me from sticking a price tag on it.  After my husband rewired it, Santa now graces our front porch every Christmas season.

My personal collection also includes vintage perfume bottles.  Whether deco, ormolu or lovely cut bottles and stoppers made in Czechoslovakia, I find these items beautifully designed and worth displaying.  Sometimes the faint scent of perfume still lingers leading me to wonder what that meant to the woman who wore it. 

Even though I made the decision to close my business, I still love going to antique stores and browsing the rows and shelves of collectibles and artifacts.  Part of the joy of the search is always wondering how these items fit into the lives of the people who once owned them.  John's love for Eleanor spoke from the wonderful necklace I now own.  To think that every item from our past had meaning to someone adds significance to preserving and learning about our history.
  

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Wobblers Still Hurt if They Hit You in the Head


In January, this blog will have its first anniversary.  Started as one of my 2012 New Year's resolutions, I had no idea how I'd come up with material to sustain it.  Yes, I'm a writer but I would rather work on my latest book instead of posting here in order to keep things updated and fresh.  It was suggested to me that I should start a blog to get my work "out there" and to sell books.  So I did and the appropriately named "Reluctant Blogger" came to be.  Everything I've written has been varied based on my own interests.

Which brings me to the topic of my latest post....Peyton Manning.  I have been following the Denver Broncos quarterback since he played in college at the University of Tennessee.  I'm not "All Things Manning" or a stalker and I don't hang out waiting to catch a glimpse of him (well, I live in Chicago so the latter wouldn't even be a possibility).  But I appreciate the person Manning seems to be and the fact that he's a UT graduate probably magnifies the admiration.

A little history is in order to explain that even though I'm female, I get football.  I understand it.  Growing up in the heart of Southeastern Conference football, the college sport consumes the south on Saturdays in the fall.  Everyone I knew bled UT orange, but like all other SEC backers, we supported "our" team first, then the rest of the SEC second.

Back in my day (yes, that sounds old), satellite and cable television did not exist.  Three networks, ABC, NBC and CBS provided entertainment.  The only SEC team that occasionally had a game broadcast was the University of Alabama.  That was a sad fact for the rest of us.  But it was the Bear Bryant era and Alabama always won.  Looking back I wonder if anyone else in the country knew about those other Southeastern Conference teams then.

So the lack of television coverage meant all other SEC fans depended on radio broadcasts for game coverage.  The University of Tennessee's John Ward was the voice of the UT Volunteers and the link for people who couldn't view the games to visualize the action on the field.  His "It's Football Time in Tennessee!" announced to all of us that the one thing that drew people together in front of the radio was about to begin.  And it didn't matter where you went on a Saturday afternoon in the fall, the radio would be tuned in to the football game.  If you had to make a quick trip to the grocery store or gas station, the game would be blaring for all to hear.  And if you happened to miss any action, someone would happily give you a play-by-play.

When I attended the University of Tennessee as a freshman, UT played Alabama at home that year.  I remember having to camp out for student tickets to the game.  Of course, it was near the end of Bear Bryant's run, so if you wanted to go to the game, there were things one had to endure.  And camping out for student tickets was one of them.  Game day was miserable.  It poured rain and Tennessee lost.  But I was able to see the legend in person coaching the opposition.  Since being an SEC supporter, even though the Vols lost, that was meaningful.

Fast forward approximately a decade and a half.  I was living in Michigan and Peyton Manning was quarterback at UT.  There was no orange in the "Mitten State".  Loyalty was to the blue and gold with the University of Michigan's only competition for support coming via Michigan State.  Little attention was paid to teams outside of the Big Ten (similar to the way it was for us in the south).

But I remember sitting in a restaurant one Saturday night with ESPN (which was alive and kicking by that time) tuned to one of the television stations on the wall.  Peyton Manning's photo appeared and the announcer was relaying the statistics for the game that day.  Tennessee had won and Manning put up incredible numbers, indicative to what he'd accomplish in the NFL.

Sitting behind our table, another group was watching the television too.  "That guy's a beast," someone exclaimed when hearing Manning's stats.  And it startled me.  Not because I didn't believe it, but because a little bit of orange had reached past the SEC and impressed someone.

Shortly after that, I was walking my daughters to school one morning.  Then I saw an amazing thing.  A little boy, waiting to cross the street, proudly wore a ball cap and sweatshirt in big orange colors with "Tennessee" emblazoned across the chest.  Orange in the land of blue and gold.  Yes, the media got the word out, but I couldn't help but think Peyton Manning had something to do with it.

During Manning's rookie year with the Indianapolis Colts, my husband and I were able to go to the last game of the season.  They played the Carolina Panthers, a team Manning's current coach, John Fox, would eventually lead.  It was the only time I've been able to see the former UT quarterback play in person and even though the Colts lost that game, it was still special for me. 

This season found Manning's return to the NFL after missing a year due to injury.  The season also started with him on a new team.  Many wondered if he'd be the same great player we were used to seeing the last fourteen years, and it appears he hasn't missed a beat.  When too much seemed to be made by the Denver media about his passes being "wobblers" instead of spirals, the quarterback's wit spoke loud and clear.  He quipped at practice one day to the members of the press standing nearby to watch out, "...wobblers still hurt if they hit you in the head".  It's a pretty funny quote taken out of context.

I've never met Peyton Manning but I appreciate the fact that he's a college graduate, and that he went to the University of Tennessee.  Education is important to me.  His intelligence and respectful demeanor underline what he accomplishes on the field in my opinion.  Manning is the reason I became a fan of the Indianapolis Colts.  But now that's changed for me.  I've always liked the Denver Broncos but his addition to the team is why I now watch all of their games (even if we have to pay the outrageous price for DirecTV's NFL Sunday Ticket).

Wherever Manning plays, I'll probably follow.  I'm not sure what I'll do with my Sundays when he retires...probably support the nearest local team, I guess.  But I'll always appreciate the memory I have of the little boy in Michigan wearing Tennessee orange during Manning's UT run.  Whether Manning had anything to do with it or not, I like to think he did.
 

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Joliet Public Library's Regional Author Fair


For anyone in the area of Joliet, Illinois on Saturday, October 13, 2012, consider stopping by the Joliet Public Library's Regional Author Fair.  Held at the Black Road Branch of the library, it will run from 11 am - 3 pm and will feature a number of authors selling and signing their books.   For a list of authors and their websites, please check out the following link, sponsored by the library at Joliet Public Library Author Fair 2012.

This will be my second year to attend and I look forward to meeting everyone who stops by and says hello.  I'll have copies of my books, Billy's First Dance and Funny Pages, for sale and will be happy to sign copies.

This is a great way for the public to meet authors and learn about their work.  If you have any questions, contact the library via the above link.  To learn more about my books, check out the links I have here or visit my website at www.veronicabatterson.com.

Friday, September 14, 2012

Monero Mustangs Sanctuary


Research for my next book took me on an enlightening journey to New Mexico last year.  Driving up from Santa Fe, my husband and I stopped in Tierra Amarilla, a small town off US Highway 84, near Chama.  The route took us through Georgia O'Keeffe country and some of the most beautiful scenery I've ever seen.  With steep mesas that stretched as far as the eye could see, it was no wonder the artist chose to live her life there.  Add white clouds on the horizon and a deep blue sky free of pollutants and the view is breathtaking.

It was in this setting that we found Monero Mustangs Sanctuary, a haven dedicated to the preservation of the American Mustang.  Located on approximately 5,000 acres at Yellow Hills Ranch, the sanctuary is operated by Sandi Claypool.  Sandi and her late mother started the sanctuary in 2000 and it is now home to over 120 wild horses.  And the number continues to grow.

It is believed that horses roamed North America 10,000 years ago.  At some point, however, they vanished from the landscape and no one knows why.  Considered part of the American West's heritage, mustangs are believed to be descendants of horses imported here from the Spanish Conquistadors in the 16th century.  For various reasons, the horses eventually escaped into the wild or were "freed" by Native American tribes who resented the Spanish conquerors' ways.  Those surviving the hardships of living in the wild were the progenitors of the feral horse of today.

The mustang's (mesteño - from the Spanish word meaning "wild") plight is heightened by the number of horses grazing public lands and the Bureau of Land Management's (BLM) need to control the herd population.  When settlers started moving west in the 1900s, cattle ranching operations often competed with the mustang for grazing space on public lands.  Horse slaughter was too often the solution.  But in 1971, Congress passed the Wild Free-Roaming Horse and Burro Act to protect the wild mustang and stated in part that "they were living symbols of the historic and pioneer spirit of the west".

A few years later, the BLM began a program which allowed wild horse adoption.  Controversial in part because of the cruelty associated with the roundups, the BLM asserts the necessity of its actions in controlling which and how many horses remain wild on public land.  The organization also insists this allows an environmental balance to the landscape and prevents depletion due to over foraging.

Enter Monero Mustangs Sanctuary.  Some of the horses found at Monero Mustangs Sanctuary were acquired by this adoption process, while Sandi has also taken in horses through other means.  Allowed to roam freely, the horses remain wild.  They naturally group and live within bands or herds.  They graze off the land but are only fed hay to sustain them through the winter months.  This keeps the horses healthy and also contributes to conserving the landscape.  Over 3,000 bales of hay are used during this period and most are obtained through financial donations, which are tax-deductible.

Visiting the sanctuary was a unique experience for us.  The day was spent locating and viewing several bands of horses, seeing them interact with each other, learning some of their mannerisms and the reasons behind them.  My new favorite word for that day was "snaking", a movement the stallions make with their heads to keep their herds in line.  We were allowed to take as many photos as we wanted and Sandi was more than happy to answer our questions.  The day was relaxed and informative.  While not finding all of the bands in residence (some were people-shy, some avoided humans altogether), we still left feeling it was well worth the cost of the tour.  In fact, as a Christmas gift, our family sponsored one of the foals born on the premises in December.

Monero Mustangs Sanctuary is a non-profit organization and is one of several wild horse sanctuaries located around the country.  Good work is performed there everyday but there is always need.  They appreciate any and all donations and if you live nearby, they're happy to have you as a volunteer.  Tours are available by appointment.  For more information, visit their website at www.moneromustangs.org.
      

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Aurora Public Library's "Catch a Bunch of Authors"


It's that time again...time to meet and greet some local Illinois authors who will be signing and selling their books for the general public.  

This Chicagoland Author Fair will be held Saturday, September 8th, 2012 from 1 to 3 pm at the Prisco Community Center in Aurora, Illinois.  "Catch a Bunch of Authors" is an annual event sponsored by the Aurora Public Library and has become quite popular.

This will be my second year to participate.  I'll have copies of my books, Billy's First Dance and Funny Pages for sale and I'll be happy to sign copies.  I've met some nice people attending these fairs, while receiving wonderful feedback from people who purchased my books.  I look forward to seeing the folks who come out for this one.

Admission is free and you'll be able to register for a raffle to win some books.  Most genres are represented as are age groups, from children to adults, so there's something for everyone. 

If you're in the area, make plans to stop by.  Say hello, catch a new author or an "old" one and by all means, take the opportunity to read their work (mine too).  I hope to see you there.




Wednesday, August 1, 2012

The Power of a Review


Recently a friend of mine gave my book, Billy's First Dance, a very nice review on Amazon.  It wasn't solicited and I didn't ask him to buy or read it.  He just did.  Quite frankly, when he told me he'd ordered the book, it made me nervous.  I worried that he would think I'd made light of a serious topic.

The subject matter paralleled with my friend's life in that his late son had Spina Bifida.  Billy, one of the characters in my book, also has this congenital defect of the spine.  I created a quirky little story, incorporating a cast of characters around Billy, that portrays life with humor and sarcasm.  It touches on coming of age during a more innocent time and it's fiction.  My friend liked it.  He was also gracious and kind with his review.  I'd like to share his words with you...please read what he had to say by either going directly to Amazon and searching my name/books or by clicking here at amazon review.

I shared his thoughts on various social sites and, as a result, sales are picking up again.  It's interesting to see how words are capable of making things happen.  Many of us spend months, even years, working on and nurturing a manuscript.  We release our baby to the world and then wonder what happens to it.  We're grateful when it's read and overjoyed when someone likes it.  It's "icing on the cake" when we get a positive review.  Readers have a lot of power when giving kind feedback and authors appreciate it.

Someone asked me once if I wrote about my life or people I knew.  At this point the answer would be no.  As for topics, particularly with respect to Billy, my books aren't autobiographical in nature and they aren't biographies.  I had a cousin with Spina Bifida who lost his life at an early age.  Perhaps that gave me the idea to create such a character.  But the stories are just fiction.  I guess this made my friend's review that much more heartfelt.

My books, Billy's First Dance and Funny Pages, both for the middle grade and young adult readers, have received positive reviews on various sites such as Goodreads, Buybooksontheweb and Amazon.  I do appreciate all of them and would appreciate even more.

Right now, I'm working on a book for "grown-ups" that takes place in the American southwest.  It's an ambitious endeavor, involving a great deal of research.  When I allow this child to take flight, I want to know what kind of impact he/she is having on anyone taking a look.  Feedback and reviews are always welcome.





Thursday, July 19, 2012

Jack


A few years ago, I wrote a short story that takes place during the Jack the Ripper era in London. Written from the servant's perspective, the fictional piece, titled Jack, addresses the crimes of that period from a different angle. Thanks to all who take the time to read my fiction and posts.  I do appreciate it.  As always, copyright applies to all content. (©Veronica Randolph Batterson)

 Jack

The darkness of the night was coal black, created by a dense fog that enveloped the air suddenly and without warning.  It was difficult to make out figures before one’s eyes but the sounds of the evening were keen and crisp.  The creatures of the night had emerged and with them the raucous sounds followed.  Bellicose laughter and loud propositions rang out, along with drunken swearing and then the shrill whistles made by police officers.  A piercing female scream shattered the blackness and then silence.  Immediately, the quiet was followed by shouts, which seemed to emanate from every direction.  Shivering, I drew my cloak around my shoulders and returned inside, shutting the door firmly behind me.
The following morning brought the usual rituals that greeted servants of London’s upper class.  Yet an uninvited twist marked the atmosphere with dread and expectation.  Mr. Dalton returned from his morning walk, face flushed and out of breath, with a newspaper tucked under his arm.  All eyes turned questioningly toward him, and all he did was slightly nod to no one in particular and avert his own eyes, affirming what we already knew.  Trembling, I spilled some tea as I poured it into Madame’s cup, but she said nothing.  She was as distraught as everyone else and her silence at my clumsiness betrayed her distraction. 
“It is time we moved, Richard,” Madame said tensely, as Mr. Dalton removed his cap and tossed it carelessly onto the sideboard.  He sat down next to Madame at the dining room table and his breakfast was placed before him.  His traditional early morning meal was devoured heartily as usual, and his ever-widening girth portrayed a person who enjoyed good food.
“Evelyn, in good time we will move.  I had my eye on a place further in the city but it was snatched up before I knew it,” Mr. Dalton said, snapping open the newspaper with a jerk of his wrists, displaying the disturbing headlines of the day.
“In good time might be too late,” Evelyn cried.  “We’re much too close to those horrible Whitechapel events!  We must move, Richard, the sooner the better!”
I cleared the dishes carefully, praying I would not drop a cup or saucer as any broken dishes would come directly out of my wages.  Usually I was calm in the tensest circumstances, but the recent events involving a madman calling himself Jack the Ripper was too close for comfort.  The china clattered together as I held each dish tightly to my body, glancing nervously at the blaring headline raised in front of Mr. Dalton’s face.
Routinely, I completed all of the morning work required of me and retreated to my room.  I had been in the employ of Mr. and Mrs. Dalton for many years and while Madame could at times be gruff, she was actually a kind person.  As long as things were done in a proper manner, she generally would not get agitated.  I thought she was fond of me in her own way and found her very generous with gifts and wages.  Mr. Dalton was kind-hearted to a fault.  Too often he was taken advantage of by individuals with less than honest intentions.  Madame was always chiding him for his gullibility.  By all respects, I was fortunate to have respectable employment and to have maintained it for as long as I had been in London.  I shuddered, thinking of those poor souls and their line of work, falling victim to a faceless monster successful in eluding authorities.
Reaching underneath my pillow, I retrieved the letter.  It was addressed to me in the still childlike hand I would recognize anywhere as being that of my younger brother.  Fortunately, no one else had seen the letter as I received the post on the day it arrived.  I still had not read it.  Something about its arrival coinciding with the current tragic events blighting the city made me uneasy.  It was an unwelcome premonition.  Still, I was curious about its contents and opened the letter.
The note was brief and to the point.  My brother had arrived in early March after completing his studies in the medical field.  He said he finished training in Edinburgh and found work assisting a physician at a clinic in the city, and he hoped to see me soon.  It was signed, “Affectionately yours, Jack”.
My hands shook and my palms were cold.  It had started again.  The same unfortunate events, which occurred in Edinburgh, and now what I feared the most, had followed me to London.  I left Scotland ten years prior, with speculation and mystery running rampant as to some unsolved murders occurring in the area.  Authorities never discovered the person behind the crimes, yet how could they?  What would possibly lead anyone to suspect a young boy from a good working-class home and with no criminal past?  But I knew.  Too many hints, too many stolen glances and far too many unexplained stories and disappearances pointed right to my dear adored sibling.
Each time a murder occurred, Jack suddenly acquired a trinket or two.  Often a pocket watch or piece of jewelry materialized in my brother’s possession.  He was always mysterious about the circumstances surrounding those acquisitions, but I knew.  I could not face the truth and fled, leading no one to believe, not even my mother, that I suspected Jack.  And now, he was in London and had arrived shortly before the new batch of crimes started. 
I felt a rush of panic and knew I must find Jack and confront him.  I would threaten to go to the authorities, anything to cease the violent sprees wrecking havoc across London.  The following day I would have a few hours to myself and I was determined to locate my brother, yet how to go about it would prove a great obstacle.  He was not specific as to where he was working, so finding him would not be easy.  But ultimately, the search was not mine.  Jack found me.
As I made my way down the front walk the following day, I inhaled the morning breeze, still thick and acrid smelling.  It was a rare day in the city to experience clear fresh air, as the soot and smog blanketed the atmosphere, choking all who ventured outdoors unprepared.  Some days it was necessary to cover one’s mouth and nose with a handkerchief to escape the heaviness, which seemed to fill a person’s lungs to the point of asphyxiation.  The sensation of suffocating was often a common experience when greeted with the stifling air.
“Hello, Penelope,” a masculine voice said from behind me.  It was deep and smooth and had always reminded me of what honey and dark cocoa mixed together might sound like.  I knew it to be Jack without turning around.
“You have not changed a bit,” he continued, as I turned to face him.  Neither had he.  My brother was still as beautiful as ever, with neatly trimmed dark hair and eyes that penetrated to the soul.  His features were delicate and feminine looking, yet he stood tall, towering over his average male counterpart.  Women had always been attracted to him. Jack, with his charm and good looks, knew how to take advantage of that fact.  It was in his nature to use anything to his benefit, even if it meant sacrificing his own family to further his gains.  Our mother too often fell victim to his trickery, believing all he said and holding him accountable for nothing.
“Jack, you startled me!  I have not seen you since Papa’s funeral.”  It was all I could say to him as I regarded my own brother with suspicion and trepidation.
His eyes did not waver from my face, and so intense were they that it felt as if he were reading my every thought.  Could he tell I believed him a cold-blooded criminal; one so heartless as to commit murder?  Did he know?  It seemed impossible to discern what was truly in the heart of this man who was connected to me solely by blood.  A stranger stood before me who I had known since his birth, someone who had shared my parents and my childhood, yet I knew very little of him.
“I brought you a gift,” he said unexpectedly, handing me a small box tied with a white ribbon.
Inside was a brooch containing a large red stone resting in the center, surrounded by smaller, green ones.  I did not think it of any value as the stones held no luster and were glass-like in appearance.  I wondered why he had given it to me.  As if to answer my thoughts, he said it had been our mother’s and he thought I might like to own it.  I recalled she had very little jewelry and I did not recognize it as being hers.  But I did not express this to my brother.  He seemed to be waiting for my reaction, his intense eyes searching my face with amusement.  When I did not provide him with a response he wanted, he grew impatient with me.
“Look, Penelope, the least you could do is thank me.  After all, our dear mother passed away last year, and you failed to even show up to give your respects.  I have made a decent effort to come by and visit with you and give you something of your own Mum’s, and you treat me like this!  Might as well just say my goodbyes then,” he said, looking at the ground, but making no move to leave.
“Jack, thank you for the brooch.  It was very kind of you to bring this to me.  I am sorry I missed the service for Mother.  I hope you can forgive me,” I said, a little too humbly, I thought, but perhaps he would believe it sincere.
Again, the intense scrutiny.  It seemed he was playing a game.  He was trying to bait me into revealing my thoughts to him.  Then without warning, he would use those reflections to his advantage even if that meant against me. There is no doubt he wondered why I left abruptly after Papa’s funeral ten years ago.  There had been the occasional letter sent to Mother, but never had I corresponded with Jack at any time over the years.  It struck me that perhaps I was too secretive for his comfort.  That would certainly be true if in fact Jack were guilty of those heinous crimes, as I believed him to be.  It occurred to me then that maybe I should be concerned with my own safety.
“Well, Jack, I really should get on with my day.  It has been good seeing you and thank you again for the brooch,” I said, gathering my cloak around me and stepping a little farther from him.  “By the way, where is it you are working?” I remembered to ask.
The amusement returned and with a twitch of his lips he replied, “Over in Spitalfields, not too far.  Take care of yourself, Penelope.”
Touching the brim of his hat, he turned and left, just as quickly and quietly as he had appeared.  I watched his retreating form slowly disappear into the pedestrian traffic along the street.  The encounter left me uneasy and I had not done what I had intended.  It was one thing to think someone guilty of murder; it was certainly something else to verbalize the accusation.  Perhaps the police would like to hear my theory, but without proof I was not sure I had a leg to stand on.  It was a frightening prospect to actually formalize my suspicions about Jack.  What if I happened to be wrong?  It would mean the authorities investigating an innocent man who would no doubt be furious with me.  But the brutal attacks on innocent victims outweighed the inevitability of my brother’s scorned pride.
Without knowing where I was going, I suddenly found myself standing in front of Scotland Yard.
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The inspector had heard it all before and sat across from me with eyes glassy from lack of sleep, and a weary expression displayed on his face.  He was middle-aged and wore his spectacles low on the bridge of his nose as he wrote down the information I gave him.  His disheveled appearance indicated to me he had been working around the clock on this case; and his lack of enthusiasm for what I had to relay suggested I was giving him nothing new.  I gathered every other citizen of the city had already been in, offering opinions, suggesting leads and implicating neighbors or distant relatives due to some odd behavior or unexplained activity.  Nothing I said about my brother or my suspicions created any interest from him.  After he finished jotting down the last note, he readily dismissed me.
“Well, I think that is about it, Miss, er,” he began, looking again at his notes to recall my name.
“Miss Thornbury,” I said, “Penelope Thornbury.”
“Right, Miss Thornbury.  Thank you for coming in and we will keep in touch.”
I gathered my belongings about me and wondered if I had done the right thing.  The inspector did not take seriously my account and probably thought my brother posed no threat.  I made my way through the sea of people trying to find the corridor, which would lead me outside, while someone was hurriedly trying to get my attention.
“Excuse me, Miss Thornbury?” a male voice asked.
“I am Inspector Sedgwick,” he continued, “I overheard your conversation with Inspector Brindle and I wondered if you had a moment.”
He was younger than the other officer and possessed a friendlier disposition, which led me to eagerly recount what I told Inspector Brindle.  Inspector Sedgwick appeared very interested in my brother and what had happened in Edinburgh.  He asked many questions, writing notes as he did so.  I noticed too he was attractive in a comfortable looking way, with fair hair and an easy smile.  He readily put me at ease.
“So, may I call on you if I have further questions?” he asked, ending our interview.
I thought about my situation and how it might appear to Mr. and Mrs. Dalton.  Under no circumstances could I afford to draw attention to myself with respect to these matters, and an inspector from Scotland Yard inquiring of me at their home would do just that.  I explained to Inspector Sedgwick the reason for my hesitation and he was quick to offer a solution.
“I will just send around a note first.  Then perhaps you might meet me somewhere.  Would that work?” he asked.
I assured him it would and left feeling as if I had done the right thing, yet experiencing tremendous guilt at betraying my brother.  The best thing that could happen would be proof of Jack’s innocence, but innocent or not, I knew that he would be very angry with me.  I did not know to what extremes he might express his fury.  It made me feel very uneasy.
                                                ***
It was not long before another horrible crime was committed and the household was once again on edge.  Madame fretted more so about moving and Mr. Dalton patronized her with promises of a better place as soon as something became available.  I had heard nothing further from Jack and wondered if Inspector Sedgwick followed up on my story.  It seemed certain that Jack would have called on me if he had been questioned.
Two days later, Inspector Sedgwick sent a note asking if I might meet him.  He set the time and place and told me if I did not appear, he would assume I could not get away.  Fortunately, I was able to sneak out that afternoon.  Madame had taken to her room, a habit that was increasing in frequency.  I welcomed the interlude and the thought of Inspector Sedgwick caused me to take a little more care in my appearance.  As an afterthought, I grabbed the brooch Jack had given me and tucked it inside my pocket.  It had not occurred to me to show the inspector the jewelry when I first met him.  I thought it best to do so as I could not remember my mother owning that pin.  Perhaps it could prove relevant to the case somehow if Jack were involved.
Inspector Sedgwick was waiting for me in the park where he said he would be and seemed genuinely pleased to see me.  I wondered though if that was my imagination as I was happy for some reason to see him, and hoped he felt the same.  There was no reason to assume he had a personal interest in me, but I did.  I knew the meeting to be purely professional and relating to the case, yet secretly I took pleasure in meeting him if only for a brief amount of time.
“Inspector Sedgwick, have you seen my brother?” I asked.
“Honestly, no.  Are you sure he said he was working in Spitalfields?”
“Yes, but he didn’t give me a specific place.”
He looked tired, as if the pursuit of the phantom killer haunting the streets of London preyed upon his own dreams, robbing him of much needed sleep.  I felt the sudden urge to touch his hand in reassurance, but restrained myself, not wishing to appear forward or revealing feelings that might not be reciprocated.
“I’m afraid I can not find anyone in Spitalfields who has heard of your brother.  I do recall those events in Edinburgh, but it seems nothing was ever officially reported.  Apparently, it was hushed up by someone.  Can you tell me about your father, Penelope?” he asked. 
The fact that he had called me by my given name was not lost on me.  I explained to him that my father had been the rector of a small parish and a well-respected man in the church.  Both he and my mother doted on Jack.  I recalled that my father would not allow us to mention those horrible events and shortly after the last murder, Papa died quietly in his sleep.  I suspected my brother of the crimes, but I did not know if my father had.  Shortly after my father’s funeral, I left with very little money and found myself in London, and quickly under the employ of the Daltons.
I remembered the brooch and handed it to the inspector, telling him I had not remembered my mother wearing such a piece of jewelry.  It was possible however that she acquired it after I left Edinburgh.  He looked at it closely, turning the pin over in his slim hands, examining the back as thoroughly as the front.  Was it possible Jack had taken this item from one of the victims?  I could not ask but I knew Inspector Sedgwick wondered the same thing.  I shuddered at the thought.
“Were there any suspicions concerning your father’s death?” he asked.
“No, although I knew Papa and Jack had argued quite violently a few days before Papa’s passing.  But I did not know the reason for their argument.  I had my own suspicions when Papa died, but no one else did.  Perhaps Papa doubted Jack’s innocence as well,” I said.
He handed the piece of jewelry back to me and clasped my hands together in his own.  “You must take care and never find yourself alone with your brother if he seeks you out again.  It could be very dangerous.”
I noticed the look of concern on his face and oddly it comforted me.  I barely knew the man standing before me but I took solace in his words.  No one had ever truly cared about my safety.  It pleased me to know he did.
“I must get back, Inspector Sedgwick.  Mrs. Dalton will be wondering about me,” I said.
“Please call me Martin,” he said.  I nodded and turned away, knowing he was watching me as I walked.  I did not have to look to be certain.  I just knew.
                                                ***
November 1888 seemed to bring the last round of escapades brought on by Jack the Ripper, at least any that were publicized.  Little was mentioned of the maniacal atrocities in the press from that point on.  But unsolved murders of similar origins continued to occur and most concluded it was the work of the same madman.  No suspects had yet been arrested nor had I seen my brother again.
I did, however, receive another gift from Jack.  Wrapped in plain brown paper, the parcel arrived early one morning.  Immediately, I recognized Jack’s handwriting and went to my room to open it.  Inside were a pair of earbobs, each containing one small black stone.  Upon closer inspection, I noticed one of the stones was chipped on the edge.  There was no note accompanying the package and I quickly rewrapped the unwanted delivery.  It would be turned over to Martin, I thought, along with the brooch and samples of Jack’s handwriting.  I wanted nothing more of my brother, yet I feared there would be more in years to come.
Martin Sedgwick had become a strong comforting force in my life.  Without knowing the particulars, Mr. and Mrs. Dalton welcomed his presence in their home, even though his visits were with me.  They felt safer, as I did, in his company.  So Madame did not question me about any unfinished work when he chose to drop by to see me.  During the troubled times known to our city, he was happily received with open arms, due to his occupation on the Daltons’ part, but on a personal level for myself.
Perhaps it was too coincidental to think my brother would use his actual name when leaving his mark on the poor victims of those unsolved crimes.  Yet it was like him, really, to taunt the authorities and think himself invincible and far too clever to be caught.  It was clear to me that Martin highly suspected Jack as well.  Fortunately for me that suspicion led to him being part of my life permanently.
Martin Sedgwick and I married quietly at St. Martin-in-the-Fields in May 1889.  It was a small service with very few people in attendance.  As we left the church on an unusually glorious and clear morning, a man approached me holding an envelope.  He was unkempt and dirty and smelled of liquor, with a sneer of his lips that belied the contempt he held for anyone who had better fortune in life.  Saying he was paid to deliver the message, he handed it to me and limped away.
I opened the letter and all that was written in the childlike hand was, “Stay safe, Jack”.  If it had a double meaning, Martin and I certainly took notice of it.  Taking my hand in his, he led me to the waiting carriage and said, “You will be safe, with me.”

(©Veronica Randolph Batterson)    

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